(live:1s)[the last time I came here] (live:3s)[ I didn’t need to [[break in]]] (live:1s)[glass blue-bottle bricks] (live:2s) [fling light on the deck] (live:4s) [its midden of [[scraps]]] (live:5s) [crumbling [[under]] the laundry chute] (live:6s) [its ottoman bereft of empire] the Hills Hoist a skeletal rotunda (live:1s) [where bats [[dry out|under]] like lingerie] [under the staircase] [a two-way cupboard] (live:1s)[the [[way in]] between drywall and vine] (live:1s) [glass wool and fungal lace] [tiny green tiles] [(cycling-link: 'repeat', 'repeat', 'repeat') in the hallway] [a tray of jade mochi] [from the bedroom] [fern-green cathedral glass] [ a bulb burns] [ [[inside]] an avocado] [a crumpled pink doona] (live:1s)[in the [[shape|visit]] of [[a human body|decay]]] [ between rooms a [[window]]] [ opens like a toy theatre] (live:1s)[ frames a tableau of [[decay]]] [ a tower of pizza boxes] [ by the corpse of a sofa] [ its antique(click-replace:'antique')[ghost] smell of (cycling-link: 'bong water', 'thrift store', 'clothes left in the machine')] (live:3s)[the [[mattresses|inside]] have bred since my last [[visit]]] [propped up against woodstove] [ a faded auction sign] [ the blueprint of when] (live:2s)[ this [[address]] breathed] I only [[slept|inside]] here once (live:1s)[ [[upstairs]]](live:2s)[ on the floor] (live:3s)[ all the lamps dimmed] (live:4s)[ the room [[burnt]]] (live:4s)[ cinnamon umber] a map on the wall from 1995 (live:2s)[ shows all the [[Brisbane|verandah]] I have lived since] the kitchen is [[shelved|burnt]] with chicken wire [ hutches cradling (cycling-link: 'mismatched dishes', 'an empty cereal box', 'a jar of deflated bath oil beads')] (live:3s)[ oven chips [[abandoned|map]] on the cooktop like severed fingers] out the window the [[verandah|upstairs]] begins to (cycling-link: 'sway', 'shiver', 'crumble') in the [[bathroom]] with its slippery-dip chute (live:1s)[ a red ironbark blooms in the tiles flame red on eucalypt ] (live:2s)[ blue](live:3s)[ on bluer blue] (live:4s)[ this mosaic outlives [[Pompeii]] vivid in the dust] after the demolition [ the casement windows extracted like gold teeth] [stashed behind the jacaranda where the old auction sign] [ (cycling-link: 'presses', 'eats', 'dissolves', 'rots') into soil at the trunk’s base] (live:5s)[[[go around back|scraps]] and start over]I try the water (live:1s)[ a [[mirror’s|myself]] extendable arm] [I touch my finger] [to the spot that marks here(click-replace:'here')[right here]] [ brush(click-replace:'brush')[rub] [[away|Pompeii]] the [[mildew|burnt]]] (live:2s)[ polish [[myself]] into the [[map]]]